Sunday, November 21, 2010
Its been a very long time i didnt update my blog.Sowie to u guys for keep asking me to update.I think now its the right time to update so u guys will know hows my life recently:)
Recently,i have alot of challenges that i have to face with in my life.Whether it did gave me sad,happy,scared,nervous,excited.But thanx to Allah,i can face it by myself.But nowadays i love to think and keep wondering hows my life and hows everything going on.
Theres these girl whose a fren of my fren.My fren asked me to make frens with her and make her happy and make her moving on with her life.After few days contacting with her,i learnt alot of things from her.I learnt to be more serious in life,be more patience and alot of praying stuff.Till one day,i didnt know why i confess her with my feelings.I know its too early for me to say it but thats how i feel.I was so stupid to confess her,seriously.Bodoh kan nie Abdillah! With her,im happy and each day im trying to make her happy and keep her moving on.But after i confess,things changed.We are not used to be like last time where we always texting and calling each other.Its alrite cz i know u are kekok after i confess to u.But since u are really not ready,i chose to be close fren with u.But im sure,till now u are still kekok and u decided not to share yr problems with me,like we used to be:)
I always wonder,y guys have to hurt girls feeling?If they cant take good care of them,why dont they just gave it to me?I seriously want a girl and really serious in life now yet some guys ask for breakup and ask some bullshit stuff..I've been single for 2years and its really boring life as theres no partner for me that can always be by myside.If i love that someone,i really mean it and really care about them.I wonder,if a girl cant believe in relationship again,why not they try it again and look for someone who is really serious in relationship? For now,i can only pray to Allah so that my doa will be accept.Insyaallah,amin:)
And every solat,i prayed about u and Puteri:D
To forget about someone,we have to move on with another one.Cz we really cant forget about the past.This is life,we have to keep moving on and try any obstacles that we are facing with.Im looking forward for u to accept me.But i know already,u will still reject cz thats my life.No one wants me,seriously:) I can accept if u did go for someone and i will just try to move on...
U did said if theres something to make me happy,u will fulfill it.If i want u,what will u say?
All these while,theres always no chance for me in relationship,if Allah give me a chance to fall for u,i hope this is also a chance for me to have u.
Jika dia benar milikku,dekatlah hatinya denagn ku,
Jika dia bukan milikku,tenangkan lah aku dengan ketentuanmu.
To teachers and frens,this is my latest life.Its a cool life with alot of stuff happening.Dn worry,i will always sabar,tawakal and accept everythings that happen to me.Doakan hope that my wish will come true.Amin! :)
Insyaallah,i will update in few weeks time:)
