Wednesday, February 3, 2010
On 030210
Im really a fcuker.Really!!!
I had really hurt this girl so much,damn much!!!AKU BETOL2 JAHAT DAN BODOH UNTUK MELAKUKAN PERBUATAN ITU KAT DIE!!!!
I cant really do anything in a good way.Im stressed and sad.I know,i had hurt u so mush till now,u dont wanna contact me like last time.I know,u had forgive me,but my life cant continue if u keep quiet of yourself.I really wanna be like last time.I just need one more chance from u.Please,just forget about it kae?
Im a guy,older than u.Whatever i did something wrong,i have to solve it ASAP.Im not like a guy who don wanna admit their fault,but im not.Every time u made something wrong at me,i forgive and forget u.But i don know y didnt i get a chance to be the same way that i did to u.In my life,this is the worst thing i ever did something bad to u.Please,forgive n forget it.At least,pls give me a chance so that i can learn from my mistake and will takecare of u more than last time?
U wanna know what's my aim for this February?
On 9feb,i wanna us to be close like last time.Always contact each other every single minutes.
On 14feb,i wanna us to be together.But i know,this two aims wont happen.Really,it wont happen.Cause i know,its hard for u to just forget about it.But,i just wan u to give me a chance so that i can learn from it.
I know u for a longtime.Even the misteks that u had done to me since we know each other,none of it i take it too serious...
I just wanna say sorry to the both parties.To u and hym,im really sorry.I know,it hurts alot but i was just being myself at that time.N im sorry for forcing u to do it without giving u some time to think.IM REALLY SORRY FOR EVERYTHING.... :(
People say that im kind,caring,helpful,respet,concern.But actually im not.From the day i did that mistake,till now,i dont believe of myself.Please,hate me for once,JUST FOR THIS TIME ONLY.....
