Saturday, August 8, 2009
11:43 AM}
Passed my CPR Phase Test
The day was Gerek...
Went to my late dad's kubur and nenek and cousins kubur in the morning with mum and sedara...My late dad's kubur was quite nice.Cut the lalang and some flower surrounding the edge of the kayu...But before that,went to my late nenek's kubur.The area was quite peaceful and the surrounding was filled with most of the green "dapur".(if you can understand what i meant of dapur kubur).After that,finish the day by visiting some of the late cousins and late atok's...
Reached home at about 2.30pm...
Straight away slept after charging my psp and phone.When i woke up,i realised that my nephew was playing my psp.But nvm,just let him played cause he will be going to his own home in the evening after my sis dah alek...
After Maghrib,accompanied bestie(ChuckyFS) to bought his jean for watching the NDP fireworks.Then headed to KimmyFS blk and lepaking...Few minutes later,Kimmy came.Both of them was busy calling and messaging with their girls while i was busy playing my psp.None of the girls msg me today.Felt bored actually but i didnt expected any of them to message me either...
Reached home at around 11.55pm...
From there,online till now...
On 070809
Didnt went to skewl today.Wasnt sick but just dont want to go to school.Fyi,this is my first time absent in this year.Im a good student who had always went to skewl but only for today got abit of malas.Received for than 10 messages from my skewlmates and asked where am i and why didnt came to skewl...I was so honoured and lucky to have a fren like them although they are irritating at times...Read yesterday's Berita Harian and saw a photo of my fren,Elyasak.His in the final for Silat and representing for Singapore.Hope that he will come back to Singapore with good results...
Met bestie at mosque after solat jumaat...
Planned to meet our Ms Safura after solat but cancelled cause she just went out from school and was otw home...So nvm...Lepaking for an hour while Kimmy finished his school.Waited for him at his blk...Waited and waited till he message us and said that he cant make it.So nvm again...Bestie and i was speechless and dont know where we wanted to go.So i suggested him to watch a movie.Went to Ehub and watched The HANGOVER...
The show was VERY THE FUNNY but theres some parts which got some pictures of naked women.Its open-minded show with all the dumm actors...Overall,its superb GEREK!!!
Then,went home straight...
Thats all folks...
(Im very sad now.Ayu didnt reply my msg for three days.I know and really understand that shes too busy for now with her O's.But cant she just msg me for once in that three days?As if shes very busy for every single seconds like that.Haix...Im so confused now.Recently,i tried to tighten my friendship with Lyn.I want to help her by changing herself.I like to help people and i just dont understand when i try my best to help then the person like hack care with me...We are just a friend and she knows that im still waiting for ayu.Lyn just broke up with her guy.And i will try to cheer her up.Im not a person who will always love another person once they are break up with their ex partner.Im not a person who will always changing partners.Im not a person who will easily fall in love with a person.Im a person who will take for many months to accept that girl to be mine.Seriously,im still loving ayu but my love is fading away.From ready to be her guy,but now,im not ready.Im scared if my relationship wont last if we are attached.But how do i tell her that im still not ready?I just dont want her to think that im a bustard and a sweet talk guy.Oh please Allah,show me the way to solve this problems...)
