Monday, May 4, 2009
5:45 AM}
I really dont know what to say for now.But i wanted to say something.
My life was being more lonely.Most of my friends are so busy with their own things.My minds are peaceful but sometimes stressed thinking about my problems.Recently,met my favourite teacher,Ms Safura.Chat with her about people nowadays.And what she told me is that,in life,we cant hope for something.We have to chased what we want so that we will get what we really wants.The world is changing so do us...
But we cant change the problem that we are facing now.We can change it but its hard.I really dont know what actually happen to me and Erma till now we didnt contact each other.Till now,im still finding the reasons.Am i the first person who started this problem?Mayb yes.But if im the one who started it first,then how did i start it?Im not acting to forget the things that i've done.I really forgot everything.Till i becoming more stress thinking about it.But whatever happens,please blame to me.And im sorry for everything.
In life,we cant called the person"bestfriend" if we just knew them for a few months.They are suitable to called "friends".To me, a fren dont leave a fren alone although their fren have hurt them so badly.And i dont wanna lost contact with Erma.But what should i do to say sorry to her?I dont wanna msg her cz that will make her thinking about the past.I think its better for me to tell her in this post.Erma,dont lost contact with me.But if you still want to,then just be it.I didnt force you.You decide kae.Now,i realised that frens are important.Im starting to contact with Zuhair.And i felt regret on what i've did to him in the past.Frens are loved.
Yesterday,went to Pasir Ris alone to study for my test this coming thursday.And besides studying,i relax my mind too.Took a pen and a book.And start writing about myself.Felt emo for sometimes.And i had a depression in the past few days.Its really make me down when im facing with it.I hope it will go away from me.
But we cant change the problem that we are facing now.We can change it but its hard.I really dont know what actually happen to me and Erma till now we didnt contact each other.Till now,im still finding the reasons.Am i the first person who started this problem?Mayb yes.But if im the one who started it first,then how did i start it?Im not acting to forget the things that i've done.I really forgot everything.Till i becoming more stress thinking about it.But whatever happens,please blame to me.And im sorry for everything.
In life,we cant called the person"bestfriend" if we just knew them for a few months.They are suitable to called "friends".To me, a fren dont leave a fren alone although their fren have hurt them so badly.And i dont wanna lost contact with Erma.But what should i do to say sorry to her?I dont wanna msg her cz that will make her thinking about the past.I think its better for me to tell her in this post.Erma,dont lost contact with me.But if you still want to,then just be it.I didnt force you.You decide kae.Now,i realised that frens are important.Im starting to contact with Zuhair.And i felt regret on what i've did to him in the past.Frens are loved.
Yesterday,went to Pasir Ris alone to study for my test this coming thursday.And besides studying,i relax my mind too.Took a pen and a book.And start writing about myself.Felt emo for sometimes.And i had a depression in the past few days.Its really make me down when im facing with it.I hope it will go away from me.
I guess i should stop here before something will get more worse...
(continue waiting.just forget about the past.look forward and lead your own way to the right path.)
